"Hey, little fella, what are you doing here alone?"

"Sister, why do you cry?"

"Oh, you saw my tears, didn’t you? It’s nothing, really, kid."

"Is it because of love?"

"Huh?"

"I usually see people crying because of love. Is this thing called love really a problem, sis?"

"Hey, kid. Come here."

"What is it, sis?"

"Love doesn’t have definition, you know. It doesn’t have a reason."

"Neee? I don’t understand."

"Love is not about loving someone who loves you, but someone who you really love instead."

"Does it hurt?"

"Sometimes, it does. When things get complicated and love can’t conquer all of those, there’s pain and suffer and sometimes, tears, like what you saw just now."

"Sister, if he apologize, would you forgive him?"

"I know that he’s gonna hurt me again and again, but yes, I’ll always forgive him at the end since I love him."

"Then you should forgive him."

"What do you mean?"

Then I see a man who search for me everywhere. When he sees me, he immediately come and hug me. He apologize again and again and beg for my forgiveness. He says everything I’ve always dreamt about. He says those three promising words and I know, I can’t help to forgive him right away.

I suddenly hear a voice when I notice the disappearance of that little kid.

"If you love him, don’t you ever let go ‘cause you know you’ll regret it ‘til the end of time. Maybe he hurts you, maybe he gives you pain, maybe he makes you cry, but love is not about whom you can live without. Love is about whom you can’t live without. You know, if he’s really the one for you, through all pain and sufferings, both of you could find the ending. The happiness for both of you, knowing that you are destined for each other. It’s called soul mates."

Why do I chose such title? You could say because I really don’t know what kind of title will suit this post which is totally posted after (long long ago) my very last post. Tee-Hee, I really am not in the mood of blogging but this is just because I’m really bored. It’s been (how much weeks?) since school’s holiday and I feel terribly bored. Gaaaaah!

Oooh-kay, I’m gonna post about what’s been happening lately and since it’s a bunch, I should just post it in a list (:

1. UAN ; Uprak ; UAS

 Yaaah, indo aja yah hehe, sedikit males pake inggris. Jadi udah sejak akhir april yah gue selesai UAN dan skrg begitu udah mau deket pengumuman, gue baru kepikiran lagi ama yg namanya lulus atau gak lulus. Secara kan pas itu kita libur, bebas dari segala penderitaan selama ini, jadi gue fokusnya ke liburan dulu hahaha, gue gak mau menyia-nyiakan liburan cuman buat mikirin itu, ntar aja itu mah. dan skrg yg bikin gue bingung adalah :

- gue takut gue buletinnya kurang gelap ato kegelapan ato lewat lingkaran (and such things) di UAN

- gue takut nilai nilai UAS yg apalan gue ancur-cur secara UAS tuh gue belajar serba minim karena pikiran (read:usual people) kalo udah bebas UAN rasanya pengen udahan!

Gimana kalo uprak? Jujur sih, uprak gue udah pasrah banget gitu haha. Abisnya gue bingung mau pusing apa lagi. Nilai terjelek gue pas uprak itu pasti OR. Secara yah, pak dibyo ngasih nilai itu kyknya gak mungkin bgt kecapaian. Gila gila gila emang. Kan gak lucu kalo gak lulus cuman gara gara nilai OR lu di uprak merah.

2.  J-Cool

Percaya gak percaya gue itu awalnya gak punya rasa addict ama yang namanya yoghurt karena dari awalnya itu gue benci ama yg namanya rasa asam. Gue gak pernah kuat tuh makan yang asem asem dan yoghurt cimory sih gue suka suka aja karena menurut gue (yah, gak terlalu asemlah, average). Nah, pas gue nyoba sour sally, bah, gue gak kuat makan yg original. Asli, gue gak sanggup. Dan akhirnya sejak itu, gue gak pernah nyoba yg namanya yoghurt lagi sampai temen gue (Stephanie Gracia) mengajak gue makan J-Cool dan yepp, gue cocok banget ama J-Cool hihihi. Gue sanggup, kuat kuat aja gitu makan itu dan sejak itu gue ngidem J-Cool mulu hahahaha.

3. Literature

Jujur sih sekarang gue gak yakin ntar kalo kuliah, gue mau pilih sastra secara it’s the same as going to public university dan gak, bukannya gue menghina public univ, tapi gue pingin yang di luar dan gue pengen nyoba mandiri juga. Kan pengen gitu nyoba kos ama temen temen, nyoba magang dan semacemnya. Gue pingin nyoba mandiri. Akhirnya gue berpikir kayaknya sastra gak mungkin jadi topik utama buat di list jurusan di univ gue deh.

4. Projects

Tee-Hee-Hee! Ini dia topik yg paling bikin gue keki sendiri. Gue udah membuat byk projects yg akan gue bikin selama liburan dan apa hasilnya? None! Iya bener, none! Gue udah mulai bikin dan ide gue buntu di tengah tengah! Apalagi dgn godaan ajakan dari temen temen buat pergi hang out dan semacemnya. Aaaah, bikin gue tambah males aja bikin. Wish me luck, fellas!

5. Graduation

Yap, tanggal 19 bulan ini udah graduation. Cepet banget yah? Gak kerasa gue udah bakal pisah ama anak-anak 9.1. Belom kerasa setahun sama sekali. Byk banget coba kenangan di kelas ini yang gak mungkin dilupakan. Aaaah, gue pasti nanti kangen banget ama kelas ini, kelas yg kompak dan penuh kegilaan. Anyway, gue juga pusing nih hahaha. Secara yah nci gue wisuda juga di tanggal yang sama. Mampus gak tuh? Nah, bonyok gue ada rapat dan wajib ikut. Lebih mampus lagi gak tuh? Skrg gue bingung sendiri deh ntar nasib gue gmn. Kan gak lucu kalo keluarga gue gak ada yg dtg coba. Tadi sih gue denger dari temen gue (Cindy Irawati) yg seharusnya bakal senasib ama gue (FYI, ngkonya dia ama nci gue 1 skool). Dan ternyata dia denger dari ngkonya kalo mereka tuh tgl 20 wisudanya. Jadi makin bingung gue. Yah, moga moga aja bener tgl 20. Trusnya yah, gue juga belom cari rok, kemeja, dan dasi hahaha. Serba pusing deh gue.

6. Real Holiday

Maksudnya, bukan liburan gara-gara kita udah bebas, tapi yg bener-bener liburan skool. Dan gue udah ada planning hahaha. Napsu abis? Biasa aja kaleee. Jadi gue udah gak sabar bakal ke Bali ama temen temen hehehe. Dan gue tuh bener bener pengeeeeen banget liburan ama sepupu gue. Gue kangen main capsa ampe subuh subuh di kamar hotel ama mereka mereka. Temen menggilaaaaaa Nanti juga gue bakal ke Garut (gue tau, knp mesti Garut? Gue juga pengen tau knp) ama keluarga temen-temen bonyok di gereja yg biasanya sering jalan bareng dan udah membuat kesepakatan u/ maen selama di bis dan macem macem. Bahkan udah niat bawa uno stacko hehehe. Juga ntar ada retreat gereja lagi (gue gak nyangka udah lama yah sejak retreat terakhir) yg diganti tanggalnya jadi 912 Juli.

7. Birthdays

Ultah? Iya, ultah. Juni Juli itu selalu jadi bulan ultah hahaha. Paling banyak listnya emang di 2 bulan ini. Gue juga udah gak sabar ma ultah gue. Tanggal 9 Juli, iya gue tau, pas retreat. Coblos presiden kpn sih? Kalo gak salah tgl segitu juga yah? Gue pengen dibawain cupcakes buat ultah gue hahaha. Pengen pengen pengen banget cupcakes x) Jadi bulan Juni ini tgl 8 (Earlene), 10 (Kristel), 12 (Cindy), 21 (Steffi; Sharon), 26 (Ebun kalo gak salah). Bulan Juli ini tgl 8 (Echa), 9 (Gue, Candy, Cindy), 14 (Memel) dan yak, sisanya gue udah benerbener blank. Lupa hahaha.

8. New School

Percaya gak percaya, gue belom ambil form buku dan rencananya besok, gue mau ambil! Nci gue harus mau gue paksa ikut. Gue mana mau sendirian. Lagipula gue gak tau Ipto sama sekali coba. Nekat amat gue. Dan iya, gue serem juga yah ama sekolah baru. Ini pertama kalinya gitu. Gue kan dari KB ampe SMP di Ippur mulu. Apalagi yg ke Ipto di skool gue cuman 4 orang. Jadi serem, enak sih punya temen baru, tapi kalo gak kenal siapa-siapa, kan awal awal pasti serem. Jaaaah, gue takut penempatan kelasnya ntar. MOS juga bok! Gue liat nci gue 3 taun yg lalu. MOSnya bener bener ribet abis. Duh, ntar kalo makin parah sih, makin mampus gue. Haduuuh.

Kayaknya that’s all deh yang kepikiran ama gue. Gue bingung sih hehehe. Eh btw, ada yg bisa saranin gue gak dvd dvd bagus? Dvd asia gitu kalo bisa (tapi kalo ada yg bukan Asia, kyk macem luar gitu, masih diterima juga kok rekomennya), gue lagi demen nontonin itu hahaha. Apalagi BBF, iya, gue akui gue demen banget BBF apalagi pasangan Soeul karena beneran deh, mereka tuh couple yg selama ini gue pikir-pikir buat ada di cerita cerita gue hehe. Gue juga demen ama lagu-lagunya, bagus. Tempat-tempatnya juga bagus bagus, so sweet ceritanya bikin gue meleleh (lebay banget coba). Dan iya, gue jadi demen ama yg namanya Kim Bum. Imut banget coba! Tapi Chace Crawford tetep nomer 1 hahaha, tapi Kim Bum bener-bener menarik perhatian gue banget apalagi di adegan dia maen saxophone. Semoga Kim Bum ama Kim So Eun maen lagi di tv show/film yg sama, akan gue tunggu (:

Gue juga sekarang jadi demen maen looklet hehe. Demen aja gitu jadi stylish. Ah gue pengen jalan ama anak-anak FB nih (Kelly, Belda dkk.) pengen ketemuaaaaaaan! Huh huh! Beneran deh kayaknya that’s all for today. See you at the next post!

XOXO,

J. Wongsodihardjo

Hell-O!

Gosh, it’s been a long, long (oh yeah, really long) time since I am blogging. Sorry for the late (very late, gawt) update. I’m not really in the mood. Well, there’s UAN and such kind of things and it makes me kinda hard to log in. What do I want to tell you? Don’t know, too much to be mentioned, I think :p

I’m going blogging often now. Well, wish me luck for my exams anyway. Thank whyouuu!

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